You admit tingly told me why you don’t talk to me & I took it really hard & over reacted, I deleted you on Facebook & twitter. I fucked up as always and I know it

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Since the night I meet you I liked you a lot & had feelings for you, things got complicated shortly after that & I stuck around waiting to be with you. I get jealous cause after all that time I want you to be mine. I get upset when I don’t hear from you cause we used to talk nonstop all day & night & now you don’t even want to talk to me. I worry because I care about you more then you will ever understand. When you’re sick I want to be there to support you, take care of you & give you massagés. When you’re stranded without a ride I want to come & get you & fall asleep watching movies!

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Today.. Was so tiring & stressfull. Yet again I pushed you away, I’m not sure why other then you make me so jealous and unwanted at the same time, I don’t know how to deal with it.
I realized that the nights we fight are the nights I never sleep.. I go to bed & it’s so hard to sleep under these blankets that I used to hold you & keep you warm under.

The last thing I want to do is lose you, you say your not ready to be with me but honestly I don’t know what to do if we aren’t together. I wish I knew how to change my behaviors but I don’t:/
I love you so much & I always will.

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